mason and i hung out today. we fucked twice. and i don’t feel guilty about it. we just had a good day. no pressure, no weirdness. it was really nice. and i told him that i had hung out with dane, and it didn’t bother him at all. i was surprised and i feel much better.
christian got too drunk and texted me. he seemed surprised when my response to him saying he likes me was saying that i like him. i guess he never realized that he isn’t the only one that feels like, if the cosmos made it happen, we’d roll with being together because it would make sense. it just doesn’t right now, and i’m okay with that. i always have been. and if it never works out, i’ll always be okay with it. as long as he’s my best friend, i’ll be happy.